I'm trying to fake positivity, but today is not a good day. This weekend a wall of tiredness hit me again, but I refused to submit, and tried to function normally. I'm filled with feelings of Guilt and doubt regarding my parenting methods, and it's eating me up.
I'm feeling like a failure on many levels, but that one eats me up most.
I'm supposed to be studying but haven't done a stitch of work in months, and that eats me up.
The company I work for is struggling, and that eats me up.
My husband has been looking for a job for 18 months and that eats me up.
My uncle passed away friday. I know he is in a better place, but that's saddened me so much.
All in all I'm struggling today. Not sure what I need to get out of this one, and I hope it doesn't last long.