I've been trying to rest and take it easy since then, but not feeling too hot right now. It's very up and down. I've taken myself off the pain medication and I was fine for a while, but now the pain is coming back.
I'm trying to ignore all the horror stories, because I know the surgeon was really good, and did a good job.
I'm seeing my GP about Insulin resistance tomorrow. I am now heavier than I have ever been in my life, and also dangerously insulin resistant. So I need to pay attention to my diet, as well as go on medication.
This all is slightly scary. I'm highly motivated right now, and have been for a while to excersize and get healthy and get fit. But my crappy health is preventing that. I know I should just be patient, but it's like every single unhealthy thing I have ever done is coming back to haunt me right now. Honestly I am not ready to die. I want to spend a lot of healthy happy years with my daughter before I am ready to pass on.